Saving Waste or Wasting Time
This summer I had the opportunity to replace an old porch on a house built in 1905. (Portland hosted a world’s fair that year.) It was all original including the many, many layers of paint showcasing the colorful eras of the past. (60’s pink and 70’s yellow included.)
As a practice I took time dismantling the old bead-board ceiling, tongue & groove flooring and antique 2×4’s knowing their salvage value. All the new material brought in was chosen for its ability to withstand another 100 years. I made numerous trips to the salvage yard, pawned some off on neighbors for their restorations, separated recyclables, and saved every burnable piece for just that. I felt like I was doing the right thing.
Today I made my one trip to the dump to toss the few things that I just couldn’t save. I had 8 garbage bags cleaned of everything that wasn’t hazardous. The dump, or Metro Waste Transfer Facility, for sensitive urbanites, is a vast covered structure amassed with contractors and homeowners throwing trash into a big pile while giant tractors scoop it into a belching conveyor belt to be compacted and put on a train to central Oregon. It even comes with the requisite seagulls swooping and diving like crazed kamikaze seeking that last discarded big meal wrapper. Taken in as a show it is like Lord of the Flies meets Cirque Du Soleil. Every five-year old boy dreams of treasure spots like these, tractors included. And yet, the scene is also one of the futilities of personal sacrifice. For every paper scrap I personally save for the recycler, at the dump there are tons waiting to ship out for a big hole in the desert. For every antique 2×4 I arduously de-nail and plane back to expose its glorious old-growth grain, there sits a mangled pile of wood here because of laziness and the insatiable manufactured need for the new. Entrance fee for the show? A mere $70 a ton.
While I was unloading, a well-heeled man drove up in a rented van, opened the back, and threw out a nice couch into the pile. It was too big for him to lift so he rolled it end for end onto a pile of old roofing material. There was a puff of dust from the shingles below as it landed on them. The cushions were light so he tossed those far to the top of the garbage mound separating them from any chance of a future life with their mother.
It was then that the problem really hit home. Here was a well-off person who spent money renting a van, paying a dump fee, and spending personal time, all to dispose of a sofa that looked on the surface to have many years left. Here is someone living a life where reuse is either culturally wrong due to perceived status or oblivious to the idea that 10 minutes on Craigslist and that baby would be gone. (FYI: Waste management workers get searched at the end of the day and if they have taken any trash with them they are fired. One worker told me he has seen guns and jewelry but can’t touch them. Who knows if those guns could solve a crime.)?
So am I really doing any good? Does the magazine mailer I insist goes in the recycling at home really matter when the cultural and physical systems of waste disposal are stacked so heavily against me. People in our AC+D program routinely toss aluminum cans in the trash and we are the one’s who should know, or a least save them and make crappy jewelry out of them. How can we change when Fred Meyer bans plastic and angry citizens bemoan the fact in the newspaper that they no longer have a free way to pick up their dog crap?
Well, we matter by standing up and screaming, “Hell yes, I’m going to keep trying to make the difference by being the example for others.” I guess I’ll just have to keep trying for those personal victories and that beautiful old-growth grain.












